boring boring boring

It's been almost 2 weeks i spent my holiday at home.
But seriously it's really,totally,extremely BORING *sighs*
I ain't had plans. I ain't had idea where to go.
Because u know, it's been raining all the time.
I just can't go out then.

I wish i could meet doraemon and then begging
to him so that he would stop the rain.

I wish..............
Hahahaha x_x

A day off = happiness^^

hi hi hiiiiiiii ^^
how's it going guys?

whoaaa January :o
It seems like rainy all day, right? The sun ain't shine bright lately.
Once it does, it's just a while and then rain falls again.
Because rain falls, i'm gettin' lazy to do anything *rotfl* hahaa
i just wanna lay in my bed behind my blanket and texting or just
 listen to some songs........................... ♬♩♪hahaha

WHAT KIND OF GIRL AM I ? >.<

                   ****

Anyway; i'm free now. I mean, i just finished my exam and then
 i have many days off from campus until end of Feb or beginning of March.
But i ain't had a plan to spend my holiday. Not at all.
It's gonna be so boring (i guess).
uhmmm maybe it would be perfect if i spend my time watching dvd all day,tho . hahahaha
it sounds good right?
so i think i have to gain my dvd, i mean the movie. Korean movie (maybe) :p hahaha
I should buy some movies to watch.

And one more, it means i can meet my boyfriend frequently and
arrange a date together :p

so,here i am and.........
WELCOME HOLIDAY ♥♥
A holiday where i don't have to think about assignments, books, quiz, my lecturer, and even exams!
wohoooooooo. I'M READY......^^

Could someone teach me how to sketch???

Hi you guysssss ...

Guess what! I just drew something. Actually i've been drawing this sketch last night,
but it was still not colored by any color,either black,gray or white.
 hmmm actually I planned to make a sketch,

but here, i'm still not good at sketching face. haha

so I just drew this........

It was still black and white. Without coloring another colors.

This ! after I put some colors . 

Uhmmmmmmmmm.....

What do u think guys? haha

Sorry it doesn't look perfect .

Because i'm not good enough at sketching or drawing.

I need to learn more about it.

 * I'M WISHING SOMEONE COULD TEACH ME HOW TO MAKE A GOOD 

SKETCH OR ART CORRECTLY *

between bored and lazy haha

I consider changing my blogger template bcs I kinda bored with this template.

I've been searching for some templates but i haven't got a nice template yet. 

Can anyone tell me where i can find a nice blogger template for my blog?

Anw,I wanna put some stuffs here like  mp3 widget, some arts , or a chatting box  hahaha my blog is so standard,u know. 

But the thing is..........

I'M SO LAZY. hahahah

Ok. I would re-design my blog later if I wasn't lazy anymore or if I have got an inspiration . *chuckles*

I should reach it.

It's really dark outside. I think it's going to rain. 

(sigh)...

I sorta feel so happy bcs I have 3 days off from campus. 

I'm facing an exam until next week actually but about Wed and Thu, I've finished 2 exams . And another exams will start again on Monday until Friday. The question is......... 'Can I skip all these exams.?' lol

I'm just taking a rest from studying or reading my books.  I just can't read my books over time . It'd make me crazy. lol

But here, I should try to get a pretty good grade in campus. I mean, I should get an A for almost all

my studies. hahahaha I hope it'd happen :p

I have to make my parents proud of their daughter. 

Just it..^^

Homemade Cupcakes by Me and Devi ^^

yeayyy finally i come back to share my homemade cupcakes with devi. I suggest you all to see them one by one. But you better to try it lhooooooo :p 

 They Look So Cute! Yummyyyyy................ 

2 angels who's holding a flower and a lollipop...^^

Hahahaha Wanna see hello kitty without her mustaches?

Devi and I prefer make it without mustache.*LOL*

There're minions ! PAPOY ! I don't want to eat them.

They're too cute to be eaten. *chuckles*

uhmmm Barca Themes for this cupcakes. Yummy.

It's perfect for Valentine,right? The colors look matched. Blue,Pink and Purple. 

Ahhhhh SO CUTE. Do you bear to eat them?!!I don't . lol

Happy Birthday  for your Beloved^^

What if hello kitty and minion become a couple? XD

I can't post all our cupcake pictures because it's too much (i tell you lohhhh) hahahaha. so i just put a few photo .But thank you for seeing our homemade cupcakes. Wanna try it? ^^

backkkkk

Hello alllll^^ hahaha
Finally I'm back. It has been a long time since the last time I stop writing here ya. Hahaha
How are u guys?
What about me?  Oohh I'm totally fine.
Too much stories that I wanna tell y'all . Too much something that's been happening in my life lately.
Btw I wanna tell u guys about the things that happened such as :

- GUESS WHAT! Now I'm in a relationship with someone about July, 22 2013.
His name is Rezka. He is my senior in campus. And I don't know sometimes I thought we met because of destiny.  Lol hahahaha

- FINALLY I GOT THAT STUFF. hahaha I just got a new phone that I've been dreamig. Yeaaaay
   It's white color and I like it anyway. Thanks mom for adding a little for me to get that stuff. She offered her money a bit to me, I mean. :p

Dear you...........

Dear someone in my next life,

Before I'm in a relationship, you might think that I don't respect you. You might think that I'm not sensitive. But once I give my heart to you and we get into a relationship, you'll see the difference. You'll see how much I care about you. You'll see how much I love you. You'll see how sensitive I would be. I will show you that I'm different from the others. I'll make you proud to have me.  I'll make sure that you'll get a faithful girl. ;)

   Sincerely,

        Me.
(Your next girl)

        

hehe^^

I have no tittle for this post now...

The best moment for all college students is................ when The Lecturer said ,"Sorry, quiz for today maybe should be postponed" hahahaha XD
hahaha and suddenly all student in class (include me) shouted ,"ALHAMDULILLAH" ^^
I don't know what kind of student i am.......... x_x
I've read the materials for the quiz but idk my head just threw out everything that I've read last night. I mean, I just remember a bit. lol

Lately, I would rather sit alone and then write something on my blog or stalk everything than watching TV.
I just feel comfortable with it. I mean, I can say everything that i want to say here without worrying people will give me a direct criticism. And people would have no rights to complain then.

This is my second world.
I mean, this is my favorite place for me to share with.
So, If you don't like whatever what i'm saying here, then just stop reading and close this page and get out of my blog. Simple .hehehe ^^

****
Anyway, when I was googling, i found out an article that's entitle "How to have a Long-term Relationship"
I think it was a good article . So, y'all should read this..............
  

1. Begin by simply being friends with the person you are seeking a relationship with. This stage is vital as it allows you to learn more about your partner, as well as confirm/deny your feelings towards a relationship with them.  

2.Tell each other everything. If there's something you don't like about them, tell them how you feel. The relationship isn't going to work unless you settle your differences.  

3.Never cheat. Cheating has ruined many relationships. Being with someone else will make your partner wonder why someone else was better than them. If you are seriously considering cheating, you should consider ending the relationship so your partner won't get hurt.

4.Be spontaneous. Surprise your partner with tickets to a game or movie. Even just the simple flowers on a doorstep with a cute note would work. 

5.Spend time with each other. 

6.Tell your love how much you love them. If you don't do this often, they're going to feel neglected and like you don't care any more.

7. Make the commitment. Choosing to overlook deficiencies, choosing to deal kindly rather than harshly with mistakes, choosing to do for the other person that which you know will make them feel special. Having someone who set aside their own wishes to make you feel special is incredibly heartwarming and flattering. Do this for your mate and watch the relationship blossom.

But more so, communication can be the best key of the longterm relationship though. You may need to be fully frank with someone and let them know how you feel.^^
So, keep communication open and DON'T CHEAT .......... ^^

How?

hayoo gimana rasanya?
gak tau deh. rasanya nano-nano.......manis asem asin rame rasanya *lah hahaha ngacoooo
kalo kata om gue si om Mario Teguh itu (wkwk._.) , cara tercepat buat move on itu yaaaaaaaaaaaaaa Jatuh Cinta lagi. Serius lo om?! hahahaha
tapi belum ada kepikiran sih soalnya kan ya harus coba yakin dlu kalo kita udah lupa sama masa lalu apa belum.
Soalnya kalo kita masihi inget sama masa lalu kita, kasian dong orang yang 'deket' sama kita selanjutnya.
kasian kalo dia harus ngeberesin ruangan berantakan di hati kita sendirian tanpa kita usaha buat ngebuang sisa-sisa sampah dr masa lalu . ngerti ?
Kita harus bantu dia juga buat ngeberesin ruangan berantakan itu. lagipula Cinta kan gak jalan sendirian^^
Kita gaboleh kejebak sama yang udah lewat . Karna nanti yang lebih baik susah masuknya (ini film kata hati banget!) hahaha
Masa lalu ga harus di lupain atau dibuang kok. Cukup disimpen aja di dalem hati sama di pikiran kita tapi jangan diinget2 juga. Karna semakin diinget,semakin susah buat lupa dan semakin banyak juga rasa sakit yg kita rasain  So, Jadiin itu sebagai pelajaran supaya kita gak akan ngelakuin kesalahan yang sama berulang-ulang kali atau supaya kita gak akan masuk kedalam lubang yang sama (lagi).

Nah balik lagi ke gambar diatas hahaha
Pasti saat kalian merasa klo bagian kosong itu ditempati lagi ,kalian akan mulai lupa sama your stupid past.
Dengan sendirinya kalian bakal mulai terbiasa sama perhatian-perhatian baru yang dikasih sama orang yang baru. Nah tapi karna kalian tiba2 udah merasa nyaman, jangan langsung buru-buru . Emang sih cinta itu gak kenal durasi. Karna orang yang belum pernah ketemu aja bisa saling suka (menurut benzbara nih katanya getoooo) haha
Tapi emg sesuatu yang buru-buru itu gak baik. Jangan sampe salah pilih lagi.
Kita harus bener2 tau orang baru itu beneran baik ,apa pura-pura baik atau cuma baik di awal aja. So we have to be smarter to recognize it^^
Kenapa begitu? Karna emangnya gak cape apa ?  emangnya mau apa disakitin lagi? haha emgnya mau dibohongin lagi? emangnya mau pacarannya cuma sebentar doang? Gak mau kan.
Kalo pacarannya emg niat cuma sebentar mah ngapain. buang2 waktu doang. Itumah sama aja kayak pacaran sama anak2 SMP SMA yg masih pd labil hahahahaa :p Kayak jaman dulu dong yang awet awet . kayak mamah papah kita lah contohnya hahahaha (i don't know what i'm saying haha)-_-

Jadi, coba deh cari yang bener biar bisa awet kayak orang2 jaman dulu loooooooooh. ^^(haha apasihhh ._.) Semoga saya ,anda dan kalian semua bisa dapet yang bener ya :p hahaha
babayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy :* muah!!

Kata Hati is such a good novel!^^

I SUGGEST YOU TO READ THIS NOVEL ^^

Oh  ya yesterday I finished reading ‘Kata Hati’ novel! ^^ Seriously it was a good novel to read!

(I’m not even exaggerating !) but the story of Kata Hati and my story are alike ! hahahaha LOL just kidding^^ that’s funny ya, I’ve watched the movie of  Kata Hati about last month but I just finished reading the novel yesterday haha^^

Oh ya I found many quotes there. Yayaya you all have to read those quotes. ^^

So here I am ! I’m gonna share about those quotes that I’ve read …………………

Here they are……………..

“Hanya dimasuki oleh satu orang, hati sudah merasa lengkap. Tak perlu dua, tiga, atau empat”

“ Cinta tak pernah berjalan mulus. Semakin panjang semakin rumit, semakin sulit pula menjaganya agar tak tumbang dan dihajar angin kencang atau tersandung kerikil”

“ Cinta itu harus tegas. Kalau iya harus iya. Kalau enggak harus enggak. Harus ada batasan yg jelas antara cinta dan gak cinta. Harus diperjelas antara suka dan gak suka”

“ Cinta itu hitam dan putih. Ada gelap ada terang. Cinta ga selamanya penuh keindahan dan kejelasan tapi juga bagian gelap yg selalu bikin kita tersesat. Nggak semua cinta berjalan dan berakhir indah. Banyak yg terperangkap dan terkurung dalam berbagai masalah”

“ Mustahil jatuh cinta/mencintai seseorang tanpa terlibat dengan berbagai masalah. Masalah dengan diri sendiri, dengan objek yg dicintai, masalah dengan orang2 dan lingkungan sekitar yg jatuh cinta dan dicintai dan masalah dengan rasa cinta itu sendiri”

“ Mencintai seseorang artinya membuka ruangan yang lebar untuk masuknya masalah-masalah baru tapi tetep aja jatuh cinta itu indah”

“ Nggak ada kecewa yang kecewa aja. Pasti dibalik kecewa itu masih ada perasaan berharap”

“Cinta ga selalu hitam dan putih. Nggak selalu hanya aku dan kamu”

“Jangan sampe kejebak sama yang udah lewat. Nanti yang lebih baik susah masuknya”

“Jatuh cinta itu indah, kalau kamu bisa bilang ke orang yang kamu cintai bahwa kamu cinta dia,kalau kamu gaperlu merasa takut utk bilang ttg perasaan kamu ke org itu, kalau kamu nggak perlu menyimpan sendiri perasaan kamu. Dan kalau kamu gak perlu nunggu terlalu lama utk mengeluarkannya”

“ Bukankah membiarkan seseorang  masuk dan tinggal di dalam hati kita juga berarti menyerahkan sepenuhnya kepadanya untuk merawat atau malah mengobrak-abrik hati?”

“ Cinta adalah hal yg sangat besar. Sesuatu yang besar hanya bisa dihancurkan dengan hal lain yg juga besar. Jika cinta dapat menghilang krn hal2 remeh dan tidak terlalu penting, sejak awal itu bukanlah cinta. Mungkin obsesi,  mungkin keinginan sementara, mungkin permainan iseng, atau mungkin hal yang lain”

“ Sebab sesuatu yang tidak dimulai dengan sungguh-sungguh memang pantas berakhir karna hal yg tidak sungguh2 pula”

“ Hati yg udah rusak ga akan bisa kembali seperti semula. Sama seperti gelas yang udah pecah. Seperti apapun kepingannya dikumpulkan & disusun rapi/ dieratkan kembali hingga erat, ia tidak akan pernah terlihat sama”

“Cinta bukan persoalan persaingan atau siapa yang bisa mendapatkan ketimbang yang lain. Orang Cuma punya satu hati, gabisa memuat dua orang yg ingin menempatinya”

“ Kalau dia menginginkan kamu kembali kedalam kehidupannya , dia akan menunjukkan sendiri kepadamu jalannya”

I'll be back soon. i'll be back with another story of my life or everything! So, wait me ya guysss!^^

muaaah :* lvyuall!^^ 

BAD DAY and I NEED YOU

hhh i'm in a bad mood now!!!!!!!
yang Pertama, gile aje dimarahin abang2 angkot gara2 gue bilang kembali seribu . dan abangnya malah bilang gini 'apaan kembali seribu?ini kurang 3ribu!!' ......%^&!~#@%....(dan abang pun tetap ngedumel terus layaknya ibu2. au dah ngomong apaan) tapi yaudah akhirnya gue kasih drpd malu yekaaan-_-
ih sumpah dalem hati gue mah dimana2 pasti 2rb dan ber3 jd 6rb krna kan gue sama lita dan devi eh krn mereka turun duluan jdnya gue bayar belakangan :/ malah jd gue yg kena wkwkwk
Yang Kedua, what's going on with my account? i can't even log in on yahoo. AND THE WORST THING IS..............yahoo told me that MY ACCOUNT HAS BEEN LOCKED FOR A WHILE.
SO I CAN'T USE MY ACCOUNT FOR A WHILE. BUT TILL WHEN? HUH?

 Yang Ketiga, my phone's non active because my battery was drained since morning . So i have to wait till i'll be home then charge my phone.
yang Keempat,  I DON'T KNOW . I'M JUST NOT IN THE MOOD . JUST IT.

I NEED MOODBOOSTER TO FIX MY MOOD. I NEED YOU (?) HAHAHA

there's a good day and a bad day

Need Moodbooster!!!

I NEED YOU <3

semester 4 is coming....

hai guysss..^^
i'm back again..... are u happy? hahaha lol
oh it's my first day in semester 4 and yaaaaaaaaaaaa you know what? i just finished my class a few hours ago and there're only 6 students in class. so my lecturer came out from class earlier. and now i'm supposed to be home actually but............................
hahaha guess what!!! where i am now? now i'm at warnet ^^
idk why do i go to warnet. because i guess i'll be bored if i go home now. it's still 11 a.m loooh :/

so yaaaa i'm here and then getting online and finally open my blog again.
zzzzzzz you know what? my boyfie didn't go to campus today and i heard about it from his friend bcs he told me that he was absent. hmmmmm i really wanna meet him actually and meanwhile i think i look beautiful today so ya i want him to see me today ^^ hahaha lol abaikan!! 

hopefully my 4th semester will be a lucky semester for me ^^ amin ..
hehehe loveya!^^ muaaaah :*

your sunshine

I'll always be your sunshine

on your rainy day.

I'll keep shining on you

whenever you feel so lonely.

I wanna be

your sunshine.

The only one sunshine for you.

Your only one. 

I

Love

You 

JEREMI :)

idk....

hay blogger..........
YOU KNOW WHAT? FINALLY I CAN OPEN MY BLOG AGAIN AHAHAHA^^
but i'm using wifi here (ssstttt.....)hahaha
how's life?
is it good? i'm not yaaaaa.
hmmmmm i've been through so much problem lately. actually since February.
first, my holiday is going to end a few days again and......................since the first time i was in holiday, i didn't feel my holiday is fun AT ALL........
second, i got a bad value in my univ. and i was really shocked knowing it. huhuhuh
third, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk actually.......... honestly i feel there's something wrong here. either about me or about him. i dont know.
i feel he's changed a bit. he looks like kinda doesn't care. i mean , he doesn't look like he used to be.
i miss when he randomly texted me and said he missed me. i know he shouldn't text me everytime. i know that. but at least we can have a good conversation everyday.
sometimes i wanna back to Januari. but no problem^^ because 7days again we've been 2 months in this relationship.^^^ hihihih so excited laaaaaa
in case he knows how much i love him and how much he means to me, will he back to he used to be?
sorry if i'm overthinking.
 kangen banget banget banget sama jeremi.<3<3

BUT NO MATTER he turns into the other person from now, it can't change the way i feel about him.
i love him. i'm sure he loves me too. he's a GOOD guy^^
he won't hurt me. :))))
i trust him^^
saranghaeyo my J ................

come back soon

YOU

HAVE 

NO IDEA 

HOW MUCH 

I MISS YOU 

JEREMI !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Come back soon.........................................^^

SARANGHAEYO .............. jer.... {}[}{}

some things that can break a relationship

Sore semua!!!

Hhhhhh it’s really hot outside! isn’t it ?

This time I wanna share about “Things that can break a relationship”

Actually idk why I wanna share bout that ya…

But I just wanna tell all of you who’s reading this…………

Ok ………… there are some things that can break a relationship..

Let’s start….

1. Not Open

        Hmmm sometimes ur couple is scared to tell about anything openly.

So there are so many things that ur couple hides from you. Maybe about his family, his friends,

 his neighbourhood, what he likes and even what he dislikes.

2. LIE

            Ahahaha actually I really like about this one!

Hey but it doesn’t mean gue suka boongin orang but it means gue paling suka ngebahas yg satu ini hahaha

sometimes ur couple frequently did this. Yayayaya BUT…………

sure he has some reasons loh. So don’t think negative ya

according to what I’ve seen and what I’ve heard, sometimes he lies to you just because he’s scared you’ll get mad if he tells the truth. (sbnrnya sih dipikir-pikir bener tapi gak selamanya bener). 

Maybe he’s scared if he told u he’s hangout with his friends, ,you would think negative and u would 

forbid him to go hangout.

Second, ,maybe he lies because it’s good for you to not know the truth . it means he doesn’t want you to misunderstand him :) (ex: when he’s with his girl-bestfriend, he doesn’t want you to think that he was dating another girl.) so girls, jangan berpikir negatif dulu ya^^

Third, Frequently he’s lying because HE LIKES SOMEBODY ELSE.

When your couple gets boring with his relationship with you, he searches another girl just to decrease

 his boredom. and yaaaaaa when he’s with another girl, he wouldn’t text you and even he would 

be lying to you and it’s like “sorry dear I forgot to bring my phone” or “Sorry my phone battery was low” 

or “sorry I didn’t see ur text” or blablabla…………………..

3. BETRAYAL or CHEAT ON

             Hmmmmmmmm it’s the pathetic thing ever!

Sometimes ur couple do this because he’s unhappy with his relationship. So he will choose to 

search another girl who can make him happier.

He betrays you because he’s bored with you or maybe it’s a hobby for  “player” hahaha

sometimes he has a reason why he did it to you, either it’s a positive reason or a negative reason.

BUT BETRAYALS ARE BETRAYALS.

Always remember  :

“ If you are not happy, JUST LEAVE. DON’T CHEAT” :)

Because karma does exist……………….

miss him already

Hai……

Hmmm actually I didn’t mean to blogging . I just took a nap and suddenly I didn’t know what to do. So ya I opened my computer and opened my blog.

Yesterday on this time,  I was dating with my jeremi. And today he is so far away.

He is in Malaysia now.

After I took a nap, when I opened my eyes,I’m thinking of him all of sudden. I checked my phone over and over again and there’s no message from him at all. :(

Now I’m sitting in front of my comp where this room is the place we were joking each other yesterday. I miss him so badly.

I hope he’s doing okay there.

****

Ok I’m gonna tell you about my satnight yesterday. It was a great satnight ! like seriously!!!! Yesterday I went to someplace with my jeremi, adhi and laras(actually she didn’t join but my boy invited her to join us).

Before we went there, while we were waiting adhi to come, jeremi kissed me and hugged me.and it was the first time he kissed me ON THE FOREHEAD! <3 <3 that was so cuteeeee. Hahahaha I hugged him too. AND NOW I WANNA THAT MOMENT IS BACK ! PLEASE……………

***

When we were at sky dinning, we took some picts by adhi’s camera.

And jeremi and I also took a cute picts together!! he looks so handsome yesterday anyway :3

I wanna share all those picts but my friend hasn’t given all those picts to us yet. So ya I’m gonna share it later^^

Oh ya I gave something to jeremi. It wasn’t a good stuff anyway but I made those stuff by myself ^^ those stuff were couple :3

And I also gave him a photo which we got a few weeks ago. ^^

I hope he always remember me wherever he is.

I’ll be waiting for ur text, jer :)

always take care of yourself.

I miss you. I love you.

Jer13 :)

 hay blogger..................^^
Wohoooooooooooooooo FINALLY I'M BACK !^^
AND Y'ALL SHOULD BE HAPPY BCS OF MY COMING hahahaha LOL x_x
it's been really really reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy a looooong time i stopped posting .
ya its bcs my modem was off for a long time. haha
and you know what? i've been trying to open my internet since the last  few hours but my internet connection got trouble over and over again but finally I CAN USE MY INTERNET AND I CAN OPEN MY BLOG!
(Now i'm exaggerating) hhahaha...................

i wanna tell y'all something! IT IS REALLY A GOOD THING! Guess what!
NOW I'M IN A RELATONSHIP w/ JEREMI ^^
seriously idk where i have to start this story because it was a loooooooooooooooooooooong story and i guess y'all will get confused hahaha =D yayaya if i tell this long story here, maybe it needs some pages or even more hahaha but i'll tel you a bit^^

uhmm i'm really happy because now i have him beside me. bcs y'all have known that he loved somebody else before. and y'all have known it was impossible for me to get closer with him (ya you know a few posts bfr laaa) :p
He gave me a surprise for my birthday. you know what? HE SANG TO ME AND PLAYED GUITAR ! and he also brought me a birthday cake. THAT'S SWEET ! SERIOUSLY ! and he has a good voice to hear :p hahaha
after that, he gave me a gift and it was a "Hello Kitty" ^^ i like that gift !
over time, fnally he asked for me to get out. yap i was out and he whispered something on my ears. "jadinya gimana?' hahaha seriously i was surprised. and bla bla blaaaah....
AND FINALLY.......................(ah i like this part!!!!) ....he said,"would you be mine?" . and i was just laughing all of a sudden. and i answered....."iya". So ya we're in relationship^^hahahaha it was such a romantic birthday ever!!

hmmmmmm move to another topic. 2 weeks ago, i went to his house. i was happy . he introduced me to his family :) oh ya he sang a song and played guitar to me again. :)))) then we went to someplace and we took picts there. it was really a cute pic that i've ever had!^^

Now it's been almost 1 month for us being in this relationship. I love him. yeah i love him so much. Even tho I had hesitanted if he would change his mind again. But i have to trust him because he is my boy now. No matter what he's doing, i have to trust him. As you know i've liked him for a long time and finally i got him. even i've been waiting for him. and it's not an easy thing to do right? So i don't wanna let him go easily. i never wanna let him go. never.  
i hope i never get hurt again. i hope this relationship will long last . Amen o:)

i love you , JEREMI <3 <3