Annyeonghaseyo:)


Kamis, 28 Maret 2013

Kata Hati is such a good novel!^^


I SUGGEST YOU TO READ THIS NOVEL ^^

Oh  ya yesterday I finished reading ‘Kata Hati’ novel! ^^ Seriously it was a good novel to read!
(I’m not even exaggerating !) but the story of Kata Hati and my story are alike ! hahahaha LOL just kidding^^ that’s funny ya, I’ve watched the movie of  Kata Hati about last month but I just finished reading the novel yesterday haha^^
Oh ya I found many quotes there. Yayaya you all have to read those quotes. ^^
So here I am ! I’m gonna share about those quotes that I’ve read …………………
Here they are……………..

“Hanya dimasuki oleh satu orang, hati sudah merasa lengkap. Tak perlu dua, tiga, atau empat”

“ Cinta tak pernah berjalan mulus. Semakin panjang semakin rumit, semakin sulit pula menjaganya agar tak tumbang dan dihajar angin kencang atau tersandung kerikil”

“ Cinta itu harus tegas. Kalau iya harus iya. Kalau enggak harus enggak. Harus ada batasan yg jelas antara cinta dan gak cinta. Harus diperjelas antara suka dan gak suka”

“ Cinta itu hitam dan putih. Ada gelap ada terang. Cinta ga selamanya penuh keindahan dan kejelasan tapi juga bagian gelap yg selalu bikin kita tersesat. Nggak semua cinta berjalan dan berakhir indah. Banyak yg terperangkap dan terkurung dalam berbagai masalah”

“ Mustahil jatuh cinta/mencintai seseorang tanpa terlibat dengan berbagai masalah. Masalah dengan diri sendiri, dengan objek yg dicintai, masalah dengan orang2 dan lingkungan sekitar yg jatuh cinta dan dicintai dan masalah dengan rasa cinta itu sendiri”

“ Mencintai seseorang artinya membuka ruangan yang lebar untuk masuknya masalah-masalah baru tapi tetep aja jatuh cinta itu indah”

“ Nggak ada kecewa yang kecewa aja. Pasti dibalik kecewa itu masih ada perasaan berharap”

“Cinta ga selalu hitam dan putih. Nggak selalu hanya aku dan kamu”

“Jangan sampe kejebak sama yang udah lewat. Nanti yang lebih baik susah masuknya”

“Jatuh cinta itu indah, kalau kamu bisa bilang ke orang yang kamu cintai bahwa kamu cinta dia,kalau kamu gaperlu merasa takut utk bilang ttg perasaan kamu ke org itu, kalau kamu nggak perlu menyimpan sendiri perasaan kamu. Dan kalau kamu gak perlu nunggu terlalu lama utk mengeluarkannya”

“ Bukankah membiarkan seseorang  masuk dan tinggal di dalam hati kita juga berarti menyerahkan sepenuhnya kepadanya untuk merawat atau malah mengobrak-abrik hati?”

“ Cinta adalah hal yg sangat besar. Sesuatu yang besar hanya bisa dihancurkan dengan hal lain yg juga besar. Jika cinta dapat menghilang krn hal2 remeh dan tidak terlalu penting, sejak awal itu bukanlah cinta. Mungkin obsesi,  mungkin keinginan sementara, mungkin permainan iseng, atau mungkin hal yang lain”

“ Sebab sesuatu yang tidak dimulai dengan sungguh-sungguh memang pantas berakhir karna hal yg tidak sungguh2 pula”

“ Hati yg udah rusak ga akan bisa kembali seperti semula. Sama seperti gelas yang udah pecah. Seperti apapun kepingannya dikumpulkan & disusun rapi/ dieratkan kembali hingga erat, ia tidak akan pernah terlihat sama”

“Cinta bukan persoalan persaingan atau siapa yang bisa mendapatkan ketimbang yang lain. Orang Cuma punya satu hati, gabisa memuat dua orang yg ingin menempatinya”

“ Kalau dia menginginkan kamu kembali kedalam kehidupannya , dia akan menunjukkan sendiri kepadamu jalannya”


I'll be back soon. i'll be back with another story of my life or everything! So, wait me ya guysss!^^
muaaah :* lvyuall!^^ 






WHY?!


I’ve been through some problems lately.
My relationship with him is in disarray. I don’t even know what’s my fault.  I Don’t know what makes him changed now. He didn’t tell me the reason.  He just told me that he wanted to be alone. Just it.
But my mind was wondering why did he want to be alone ?
Did I bother him,huh? Did I make a big mistake? Or WHAT?
And even  he wanted us to ‘break’ from this relationship for a while. He told me so that I stop texting him for a while. He told me that he needs more time. But, time for what? If he really loves me, he won’t need time for this all. He’ll be sure with his feelings to me.
I know that’s our fault and our problem to jumped into this way too fast.
Oh God, I never thought and I never imagined it would be so complicated .
I always wonder , WHY? WHY? WHY?
Sometimes I texted him but he didn’t reply it. I showed him that I still care about him but in fact, he didn’t care at all .
yesterday he replied my text but………………seriously it was a bad text. He said something and I suddenly felt so hurt so I didn’t replied his text. But honestly I REALLY WANNA TEXT HIM AND SAY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. (HAHA that’s impossible!)
*****

Oh ya today I saw him exactly in this morning huehehe^^
Initially I was in class and I looked around from the window . To be honest ,I was waiting him to appear from the park area. Hahaha that’s crazy! Yeah I’ve been waiting since 8 a.m until 8:30 a.m. and FINALLY HE CAME! He rode his motorcycle^^ whuaaaa he looks handsome!
He wore blue jeans jacket :3  my eyes always follow every his step!
I did it because I really miss him. I miss him so much.
Oh ya, accidentally I saw him again on the 6th floor. But I was in lift and I saw him from behind.
Huaaaaaaaaaah only watch him from the distance already made me happy a bit.

*****
I wish he could change his feelings again. I wish he would go back to me. I wish he would understand my position now. I wish he would appreciate me, my feelings exactly.
I’ve been losing someone I love for many times, and now I don’t ever wanna lose him again

Jumat, 15 Maret 2013

i want it!! ^^

i don't know what should i write down here.
To be honest, i really wanna have a date with him again. but maybe we doesn't have enough time to do it right now.
seriously i wanna meet him. at least we can do the cutest thing, crack a joke, holding hands, talk some random things and do the silly thing which can make our day becomes fun. Just it^^

I WANT A PERFECT AND A CUTE DATE <3

I want to do that things^^
i want it too....^^

and also this one!

BAD DAY and I NEED YOU

hhh i'm in a bad mood now!!!!!!!
yang Pertama, gile aje dimarahin abang2 angkot gara2 gue bilang kembali seribu . dan abangnya malah bilang gini 'apaan kembali seribu?ini kurang 3ribu!!' ......%^&!~#@%....(dan abang pun tetap ngedumel terus layaknya ibu2. au dah ngomong apaan) tapi yaudah akhirnya gue kasih drpd malu yekaaan-_-
ih sumpah dalem hati gue mah dimana2 pasti 2rb dan ber3 jd 6rb krna kan gue sama lita dan devi eh krn mereka turun duluan jdnya gue bayar belakangan :/ malah jd gue yg kena wkwkwk
Yang Kedua, what's going on with my account? i can't even log in on yahoo. AND THE WORST THING IS..............yahoo told me that MY ACCOUNT HAS BEEN LOCKED FOR A WHILE.
SO I CAN'T USE MY ACCOUNT FOR A WHILE. BUT TILL WHEN? HUH?
 Yang Ketiga, my phone's non active because my battery was drained since morning . So i have to wait till i'll be home then charge my phone.
yang Keempat,  I DON'T KNOW . I'M JUST NOT IN THE MOOD . JUST IT.

I NEED MOODBOOSTER TO FIX MY MOOD. I NEED YOU (?) HAHAHA


there's a good day and a bad day
Need Moodbooster!!!

I NEED YOU <3



Kamis, 14 Maret 2013

nobody's perfect^^

annyeonghaseyo!! ^^

kali ini kayaknya enak deh bahas tentang hubungan dengan someone. but it's not just for me ya. it's for you all as well...

Kadang-kadang pasti iri deh kalo liat a few couples yang punya hubungan udah bertahun-tahun.
ya iyalah siapa sih yang gamau pacaran lama sama pacarnya apalagi sampe ke arah yg serius. haha
gue juga mau looooh^^ kalian juga kan pasti? hahaha
Kadang pasti kita bingung kok bisa ya mereka bertahan sampe bertahun-tahun gitu. ya walaupun sebenarnya gue jg pernah sih ngalamin itu tapi ujung-ujungnya berakhir karna ketidak-cocokan yang semakin muncul.
tapi sih pasti kalo kita lagi menjalin hubungan sama seseorang pasti pengennya lama-lama sama dia . Dan gini deh, jujur pasti kalian juga membayangkan bahwa kalian sama pasangan kalian itu udh ke arah yg serius? ya kaaan? hahaha (yapsss include me! i always imagine that maybe someday i'll marry someone whom i love now) ^^ but it's normal ! ^^ yg gak setuju yowissssss~

Saat kalian pacaran pasti awalnya itu mulus banget semulus kaki-kaki para artis girlband korea :/ *lah
ya iya karna saat awal itu dimana kalian masih dituntut untuk sama-sama saling "Memahami" satu sama lain. Yapsss Memahami bagaimana karakter masing-masing.
Saat udah memasuki bulan berikutnya pasti akan ada masalah yang timbul. whether it's internal or external.
Tapi saat itu juga kita dituntut untuk coba "Mengerti" bukan "Memahami" (lagi). tapi bukan berarti kalian ga harus memahami pasangan kalian  lagi. Memahami pasangan kalian itu harus tetep jalan juga^^ hehe
Kenapa begitu? karna pasti sifat asli kalian itu mulai kelihatan. entah sifat ke-kanak2an atau sifat ke-egoisan atau  malah sifat kedewasaan kalian. Nah maka itu kalian harus coba mengerti. :)
Saat kita punya masalah entah a small thing or a big thing, kita harus bisa menyelesaikan masalah itu dan mengesampingkan ego kita. Dan kali disini kita dituntut untuk "Bersabar" dan "Memaafkan atau Meminta maaf" .
Namanya juga pacaran pasti ya bakal ada berantem-beranteman. tapi berantem disini bukan tawuran yaaa^^ huehehe. Pasti kita akan cemburu kalo kita liat pasangan kita looks happier ketika dia bersama orang lain. That's normal! tapi cemburunya juga jangan berlebihan sampe ngelarang pasangan kita utk ini itu karna itu namanya Cemburu Yang Gak Normal^^ Dan disini kita dituntut untuk "Percaya" :)
Saat memasuki umur hubungan yang cukup lama pasti akan ada rasa kejenuhan. (tapi jaman skrg mah baru bentar aja pada bosen. ya walaupun ga semua org). Nah pasti akan ada orang lain yang mencoba utk masuk. Kalo kalian gabisa tahan ya pasti org itu akan masuk and then ruins everything. Jadi saat rasa kejenuhan itu datang, coba deh lebih baik ingat apa yg udah kita lakuin sama pasangan. entah dr pertama kenal, atau kenapa bisa jadian atau apa yang udh dia lakuin ke kita^^ dan saat jenuh melanda,usahakan komunikasi hrs tetep lancar atau lakuin hal2 yg menyenangkan deh biar suasana seru lg^^ Dan kali ini kita dituntut utk "Keep communication" dan "be faithful"

Kalo kata orang-orang, berantem itu bumbu-bumbu pacaran . Tapi di-ibaratkan aja kalo "berantem" itu bumbu yang pahit,asem atau asin. Nah kenapa bumbu nya ga diganti jadi bumbu yang manis aja? pasti akan lebih enak deh.Tapi jangan terlalu manis juga karna bisa menyebabkan penyakit diabet(?)hahaha bukan bukan! maksudnya kalo manis terus ya jadinya pasti datar aja. Tapi jangan terlalu pahit,asem,asin juga karna pasti gaenak dan bisa2 gamau lagi.....
Tapi itu semua tergantung kita. tergantung kita suka bumbu yang asem apa manis^^
Dan satu lagi, di dunia ini ga ada yang sempurna. kalo kalian terus nyoba nyari yang sempurna, kalian beli aja dvd2 film romantis trus kalian bayangin deh pacaran sm mereka wkwkwk :p just kidding^^

Kesimpulan dari semuanya adalah :  
Karena mencari yang sempurna itu gak akan ada habisnya. Maka itu dibutuhkan yang namanya "Komitmen" :)

That's just my point of view about relationship. whether you like it or not, it's up to you^^

Like a star,english translation^^

Taeyeon - Like A Star Lyrics (English)

Where ever you are hiding
I can find you
If there were no you
If there were no you
Then my heart would stop
Even if you don't say "Love"
I can feel with my heart
If you are here
If you are here
I don't need anything

You're my everything to me
You're my everything to me
Please shine like a star in the sky
You are my only love
Forever my only love
We love each other
All I need is you
Can it be compared with anything else
Can it be exchanged with anything else
Your love
Your heart
Who can replace you

You're my everything to me
You're my everything to me
Please shine like a star in the sky
Please shine like a star in the sky
You are my only love
Forever my only love
We love each other
All I need is you

We will never part from each other
Anything that will hurt you
Nothing that will cause tear will happen
You're my everything to me
You're my everything to me
Let's not change
Even as time goes by
You're my only love
Forever my only love
We love each other
In a place without sadness


(Re : everytime i listen to this song, i start thinking of him. because i knew this song from him :)) so i start missing him whenever i hear this song) ^^ loveyou jer........

semester 4 is coming....

hai guysss..^^
i'm back again..... are u happy? hahaha lol
oh it's my first day in semester 4 and yaaaaaaaaaaaa you know what? i just finished my class a few hours ago and there're only 6 students in class. so my lecturer came out from class earlier. and now i'm supposed to be home actually but............................
hahaha guess what!!! where i am now? now i'm at warnet ^^
idk why do i go to warnet. because i guess i'll be bored if i go home now. it's still 11 a.m loooh :/

so yaaaa i'm here and then getting online and finally open my blog again.
zzzzzzz you know what? my boyfie didn't go to campus today and i heard about it from his friend bcs he told me that he was absent. hmmmmm i really wanna meet him actually and meanwhile i think i look beautiful today so ya i want him to see me today ^^ hahaha lol abaikan!! 

hopefully my 4th semester will be a lucky semester for me ^^ amin ..
hehehe loveya!^^ muaaaah :*

Rabu, 06 Maret 2013

your sunshine

I'll always be your sunshine
on your rainy day.
I'll keep shining on you
whenever you feel so lonely.
I wanna be
your sunshine.
The only one sunshine for you.
Your only one. 
I
Love
You 
JEREMI :)

idk....

hay blogger..........
YOU KNOW WHAT? FINALLY I CAN OPEN MY BLOG AGAIN AHAHAHA^^
but i'm using wifi here (ssstttt.....)hahaha
how's life?
is it good? i'm not yaaaaa.
hmmmmm i've been through so much problem lately. actually since February.
first, my holiday is going to end a few days again and......................since the first time i was in holiday, i didn't feel my holiday is fun AT ALL........
second, i got a bad value in my univ. and i was really shocked knowing it. huhuhuh
third, hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm idk actually.......... honestly i feel there's something wrong here. either about me or about him. i dont know.
i feel he's changed a bit. he looks like kinda doesn't care. i mean , he doesn't look like he used to be.
i miss when he randomly texted me and said he missed me. i know he shouldn't text me everytime. i know that. but at least we can have a good conversation everyday.
sometimes i wanna back to Januari. but no problem^^ because 7days again we've been 2 months in this relationship.^^^ hihihih so excited laaaaaa
in case he knows how much i love him and how much he means to me, will he back to he used to be?
sorry if i'm overthinking.
 kangen banget banget banget sama jeremi.<3<3

BUT NO MATTER he turns into the other person from now, it can't change the way i feel about him.
i love him. i'm sure he loves me too. he's a GOOD guy^^
he won't hurt me. :))))
i trust him^^
saranghaeyo my J ................

happy day

happy day

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