just laugh out loud

When you meet someone who's always talking sweet to you directly 

but

then they are talking shit about you behind your back,

Just say it to them ,

" do u think that u're pretty much better than me?

Just shut up and stop being sweet anymore.

It's really disgusting you know" 

And then...

you guys just laugh out loud......

A day off = happiness^^

hi hi hiiiiiiii ^^
how's it going guys?

whoaaa January :o
It seems like rainy all day, right? The sun ain't shine bright lately.
Once it does, it's just a while and then rain falls again.
Because rain falls, i'm gettin' lazy to do anything *rotfl* hahaa
i just wanna lay in my bed behind my blanket and texting or just
 listen to some songs........................... ♬♩♪hahaha

WHAT KIND OF GIRL AM I ? >.<

                   ****

Anyway; i'm free now. I mean, i just finished my exam and then
 i have many days off from campus until end of Feb or beginning of March.
But i ain't had a plan to spend my holiday. Not at all.
It's gonna be so boring (i guess).
uhmmm maybe it would be perfect if i spend my time watching dvd all day,tho . hahahaha
it sounds good right?
so i think i have to gain my dvd, i mean the movie. Korean movie (maybe) :p hahaha
I should buy some movies to watch.

And one more, it means i can meet my boyfriend frequently and
arrange a date together :p

so,here i am and.........
WELCOME HOLIDAY ♥♥
A holiday where i don't have to think about assignments, books, quiz, my lecturer, and even exams!
wohoooooooo. I'M READY......^^

one word :Tired

TIRED.

 Tired is the easiest and the most simple word to say when you just feel like the world is not fair to you.  
You will wonder “why?why?and why?”
 

and then you’ll say  “I’m tired of this. I’m just tired of everything”

Tired. Yeah . It’s happening to me right now. I’m tired of something which always hurts me.

Idk why but my friends’ always nagging at me whenever I start crying over someone who hurts me.

They said ,”Stop being sad just for someone who always hurt you”.

In fact, how can you stop being sad all of a sudden just because a few words? How can you stop being sad meanwhile your heart feels so hurt?

I’m just tired of being in love with the wrong person. I’m tired of having such a stupid relationship. I’m tired of getting my hopes up and then watch them falls everytime.  I’m tired of being disappointed. I’m tired of loving someone who doesn’t love me wholeheartedly.

“I wanna have a serious relationship with the right one.”

Just it………………

I’m sure many of you will probably have the same thought with me.  I know you all are tired of getting the wrong person over and over again, right? ^^

But here, it’s back to the reality. Without realizing it,some people always fall in love with the wrong person over and over again. And so do I. It’s hard to recognize who’s a (real) good one than a bad one.

Because sometimes a bad person will become a good person in the beginning. That’s the problem.

I’m tired because being in love with the wrong person hurts.

I was thinking like…..

 “Love…….Some people say that Love is a great thing.  Love is happiness. But why do some people get hurt just because of love?”

And the answer is………….because they love the wrong person.

Basically, Love never hurts. But loving the wrong person, does.  If love hurts, then it’s not Love. I mean, it’s just a temporary feelings for a temporary person to share with. Understand?

Suddenly I don’t know what should I write again.. Because I’M TIRED ^^ hahaha

Babayyyyyyyyyyy…………

BAD DAY and I NEED YOU

hhh i'm in a bad mood now!!!!!!!
yang Pertama, gile aje dimarahin abang2 angkot gara2 gue bilang kembali seribu . dan abangnya malah bilang gini 'apaan kembali seribu?ini kurang 3ribu!!' ......%^&!~#@%....(dan abang pun tetap ngedumel terus layaknya ibu2. au dah ngomong apaan) tapi yaudah akhirnya gue kasih drpd malu yekaaan-_-
ih sumpah dalem hati gue mah dimana2 pasti 2rb dan ber3 jd 6rb krna kan gue sama lita dan devi eh krn mereka turun duluan jdnya gue bayar belakangan :/ malah jd gue yg kena wkwkwk
Yang Kedua, what's going on with my account? i can't even log in on yahoo. AND THE WORST THING IS..............yahoo told me that MY ACCOUNT HAS BEEN LOCKED FOR A WHILE.
SO I CAN'T USE MY ACCOUNT FOR A WHILE. BUT TILL WHEN? HUH?

 Yang Ketiga, my phone's non active because my battery was drained since morning . So i have to wait till i'll be home then charge my phone.
yang Keempat,  I DON'T KNOW . I'M JUST NOT IN THE MOOD . JUST IT.

I NEED MOODBOOSTER TO FIX MY MOOD. I NEED YOU (?) HAHAHA

there's a good day and a bad day

Need Moodbooster!!!

I NEED YOU <3

i don't even know..............

hai blogger. it's been quite a long time since the last time i posted here. (gak lama juga sih)
oh ya how are y'all? i'm fine. (not really).
Now it's almost midnight here. and i'm blogging with a random things on my mind #sigh
oh ya i wanna post about some picts. and the tittle of all those pict are about"WAITING" hhaha
you know laaaaaaa why i post about that pict :p
oke here they are...................

waiting..

waiting (again)............

hay !
it's been a week since the last time i posted something here ya .
i'm not fine anw~ yeah i had so much problems lately.
actually idk whr i have to start hahaha
i'm just broken-hearted.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i just cant think straight seriously!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know what? i've been waiting for someone (again)!! maybe waiting is gonna be my hobby right? LOL
uhmmm like my post before, i've been liking someone .
but ................................. we just stuck here. i mean not "we" but "i".
i dont even know what made us apart now.  but seriously whenever we met at campus, we acted like we didn't know each other :/
hey! I LIKE YOU ! maybe it's kinda cheesy for you ya but........................... that's what i feel.
accidentally i knew that u're still single and i was happy to know it,like seriously!!!
but even though i know that you're single, i just can't do anything :/
i'm just shy . i'm just shy because of myself. i'm shy because maybe u've realized what i feel about you.
and YOU KNOW WHAT?
everytime your name popping up on my phone, i just want to text you as soon as possible !
BUT I'M JUST ASHAMED to text you first because i'm scared that i'll bother you !!!!!!!!!! :"((((((

PLEASE LOOK AT ME EVEN JUST ONCE !! LOOK AT ME !! HEYYYY !!

asdfghjkl~

hay !
actually i have no idea to post something here because :
- i'm doing my accounting assignment right now
- i'm kinda lazy to write something down here
-i'm busy enough because i'm texting with my friends
- and the last reason (exactly the WORST reason) is......... I'M IN A BAD MOOD NOW !

you know what? i was dizzy because of my assignment that haven't finished yet.
BUT HE RUINED MY MOOD SUDDENLY.
why not? when we're texting , actually my mood is up again but suddenly he said about something and i think it was a something annoying.
initially i joked with him about "move on" hahahahah and in a moment, he said that he failed to move on. hahaha that was quite funny, right?

uhmm and you know what? he just said that i texted him just because i was in a bad mood. (yeah i admit it that i texted him first for the second times after a few months ago )
but.......................................HEYYYYY!!!
don't you realize????? i texted you because i wanna have a conversation with you and i miss out stupid conversation but why did you say like that? you destroy my mood all of sudden.

OK BOY WHATEVER YOU SAY, OBVIOUSLY YOU'RE ANNOYED TONGIHT!!!!! :""""""(

(ASS)ignments!

huaaahhhhhhhhhhh it's almost midnight.
but i'm still sitting right in front of my netbook ,doing my (ass)ingments and typing my assignments into MS. Word.
i'm so sleepy actually but THOSE F*cK*n' (ass)ignments is due on Wednesday.
Meanwhile i still have a lot of assignments to do for this week !! JUST ONE WEEK ! OMAGASHHHH !
and you knowwwww? (it's funny actually)uhmmm i put some "Koyo salonpas" on my right hand bcs my right hand hurts w/o reason.
huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! (i think my fingers are goin to collapse !! ) lol
 ugh my backbone is gettin stiff .
i wish i can finish my f*ckin assignment asap. yeah bcs I'VE BEEN DOING THIS FOR 3HOURS BUT STILL HAVEN'T FINISHED YET!

And tomorrow i'm gonna make accounting assignment at library with my group and the problem is........................ we will make it at 9 A.M ,so i have to wake up early yaaaa >_______<  so lazyyyy!!

i just want to doing nothing for a while like this pict haha

OK BABAYYY! I'M GETTING TIRED >_<

WHATEVER

HAYYYYY MY ABANDONED BLOG !!!!!!
 ARGGGHGHHHHHHH I'M IN BAD MOOD NOW !!!!!! SORRY I LIKE WRITING WITH CAPSLOCK NOW !

SERIOUSLY I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M FEELING NOW !!
AM I JEALOUS????? HAHHHH
BUT EVERYTIME I THINK ABOUT HIM, IT MAKES ME WORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S RANDOM !

EVERYTIME I THINK THAT HE MEET HIS EX, I'M GETTING DISTRACTED :"
SOMETIMES HE ACTS LIKE HE LIKES ME BUT SOMETIMES HE ACTS LIKE HE DOESN'T :""
I'M SO CONFUSED WITH IT. WHY DID HE BEHAVES LIKE THAT?
AH WHATEVER !!!!!!!!

IF YOU WANT ME TO IGNORE YOU, OKAY DON'T EXPECT AN ANSWER IF YOU DO DECIDE TO TEXT ME !!!!!!!!!!!!

random (•̅_•̅)

good afternoon blogger ☺
are u okay today?
uhmmm i'm not hahaha i just finished my exam today but i still have one more exam on Friday.
huhuhu it is not my day ya ~ i'm sure i can did my statistic exam easily even though there are still the blank answers hahaha
AND............................................i hate hukum bisnis exam !  i can't finish it well (̾˘̶̀̾ ̯˘̶́̾ ̾̾'̾̾)̾
okay forget about my exam. Too annoying for me  -__-" hahaha

uhmmm i'm tired today. too tired .....................(۳º̩̩́cº̩̩̀)۳
sometimes when i feel tired of my activity or something, suddenly i remember daniel :''[
sometimes i just wanna he cares to me like used to be. i really want him to ask about my problem or ask about what happened to me today. i just need it. :''''(


i wanna there's someone who cares about my condition. i just miss that moment.
can't you ask me about my feelings or even about what i was doing,huh ? can't you?
okay okay, i don't want to think too much and think too hard. because you'll never know what i'm feeling right?
bye bye my lovely blog. i'll back soon yaa :*